The love for me, the love for and with creation, creates a space in which there is so much more "joie de vivre" and "yes" to life. It's not just a "yeah, ok, I love myself". Self and self-love is so much the return to self, to truth, to divinity, to the soul, to essence, to infinity. It's not "I think I'll be great then, somehow", it's actually so much more than that. It is the perception of one's own magnificence. Only through the experience on earth, through which we decide to deviate from our essence, to be cut off from primal love, you recognize true love again. In yourself and in all that is. The rejection is just a trained behavior pattern which can be let go again if I decide to do so. Aspects of bondage, fear, limitation, resentment, discontent, lack and lovelessness are just a filter that I have placed in front of my truthfulness. The view changes through this filter, the perception is no longer pure and clear. The true light underneath is just waiting to be allowed to fully shine through. It's just waiting to be recognized and allowed to appear free.
And she knows so well that you consciously decided against her for a while, only to be able to experience the intensity even more intensely. If I had never lost or eclipsed you, I would never know your beauty, uniqueness and the full extent of that power. It's only when you're absent that you realize your worth. Gratitude is such a powerful energy. To be grateful for everything that sometimes seems so banal and natural. The ability and virtue of gratitude generates great abundance. Your body, for example, is ready for you 24/7. Creation, combat, healing and death. If you see everything in fullness again, how would it make you feel? Would you perhaps get more contact with your essence, your love and magnificence again? Would that power make you a little uncomfortable? This system that has been created on our world is based on thoughts of scarcity. It only works because lack is still believed in, which creates even more lack. This leads to a constant downward spiral, culminating in a valley of dependency, self-destruction and guilt. What if you decided today, even now, that you are already fulfilled? Everything in you and in your life is what you need right now. That everything is already there, that you can only turn to this abundance? If a sunflower just looks down sadly, it will never realize that the sun is shining on it all the time. You may recognize that the abundance is already there, that you can only turn to it and that is exactly why the abundance, magnificence, security, love, trust, wealth and happiness will take up more and more space. But it only works if you decide for her first, only then can she show herself to you. You may recognize that you are always guided, held, carried, loved, cared for and welcome. The only thing that stands between you is your step towards her. With love, SIA
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